a weird dream

 i had the weirdest dream last night but it wasn't scary or anything. well so this is what happened in my dream, here i am pregnant but its not my baby i'm just being a surrogate mother and i'm not in labor yet so the hospital decides to have me induced and the nurse who is inducing me is McSteamy!  well so here i am standing in front of one of those delivery tables in one of those paper gowns wearing long socks scrunched down and my chucks standing on a skateboard and here is McSteamy crouching down on a skateboard trying to induce me and hes wobbling so i just look down at him while hes trying to look up the gown and i ask him "why don't i just step down?" and so i do and while he is inducing me he say oops i hit the baby! so when hes done i'm yelling at him "what do you mean you hit the baby??" so i wap him one upside the head and then i start going into labor and suddenly he starts freaking out on me! (what kind of man is that?) well anyway i'm in labor and next thing i know i'm being pushed onto the table. then i sort of lost time, next thing i know its a few days later and so i'm walking around with no baby!  and i'm following this kid i know and i think i see this other friend and i'm pointing out the friend to the kid and theres my friend carrying the baby and then it occurs to me that she was the person i was having the baby for!!! (DUR! chloe! mental smack to the head!)the baby was beautiful! fair skin and brilliant blonde hair and she had shiloh's lips but she was just gorgeous! well so i start talking to someone and and that someone says wow i didn't even realize you were pregnant! and my reply was "well its only 9 weeks for dogs!" (where did that come form?) then that was the end.

i was amazed with all the random information bouncing around in my head. out of curiosity i looked up pregnancy in a dream book and heres what i found

-Pregnancy: signifies an embryonic stage of a specific type of awareness or enlightenment.

so was the awareness for me or for the mother of the baby? i kinda liked the dream cuz i knew i was doing a good thing by having the baby there was no remorse over not being able to hold on to the baby i didn't even get a chance to hold her or see her after i gave birth. there was no handing over of the baby by a doctor i just knew that i loved it and i was doing a good thing. well was that a weird dream or what??