USC

today, i realized that i've been rocking USC a lot lately! and i'm starting to notice that i've become a target! i get criticized by my orthodontist  for wearing USC. come on dude don't be hating just because UCLA can't sucks at winning football!! UCLA has many great things i'm sure, but... USC ROCKS!!!  but yeah i've  been rocking USC like everyday. i rock it to school. i rock it to FP where the snow is. i rock it everywhere. thanks cousin heather, katie, and jimmy!

snow!!!

it was so much fun!! and i was so out of my element! if there is a next time i hope i'm better prepared. but today i found out that i'm surrounded by giving people who i love! christian offered me a theremal and bianca let me borrow her raiders scarf  it saved my life. here are some pic of rein and the kids. 

sex and the city shoes

carrie,samantha,miranda,and charlotte would all be proud of me and my new shoes! there so pretty and red. and ms.j would be proud of my model strut! tyra would be a proud mama! i'm so trying out for it just five more months and i can can compete 

what is your anthem?

today my anthem is don't stop believin' by journey. i've been rocking out to it all day during finals. i'm one of those people who only dance at home because  anywhere else it would look like i'm having a seizure. but since i don't dance i BOP, i BOUNCE, and i TWIRLE.  i get stared at. but most of all i SKIP. i have so much fun doing it too! so whats you anthem? what song shouts you?  let it be what you want it to be! let it ring in your heart! there ain't no mountain high enough, ain't no valley low enough and there ain't no river wide enough to keep you from your happy song!

finals

they are trying to kill me!!! i have a grand total of four teachers and i they're final exams are killing me. i'm tried form studying so i'm falling asleep in class and my back and neck are killing me form hunching over my test. you would think by looking at me that i have gone ten rounds with mike tyson!! oh god i can't wait for this week to be over cause then i'm done with finals!! holler if you know what  i going through!

an evaluation of my life

i remember watching disney movies when i was little and wanting to meet my aladdin or my prince eric. i'm still waiting. but now i'm more interested in a joe morelli or a ricardo carlos manoso (aka: ranger). people tell me its just a phase but some phases last a life time. i always thought i would live in a world of fashion and creativity. but i find my self wanting to be in a different world. one where i stand up for my self more. instead of just standing up for other people, which i love to do. but also i want to be in a world where there is order. i think about how i want to spend my life and i find myself telling me "oh, no you can't do fashion! you would be traveling to paris, london" if i travel i can't  keep my brother out of a group home. "oh, no you can't do anthypolgy! you can't travel to egypt and go on digs and discover pharos or Egyptian queens"

i have to stay for my brother. i can't go into photography because i would always want to go to africa and take photos for national geographic. i feel one of my only options is law, i could become a special ed advocate. where i could stay with my brother and help him at the same time. one thing i would love to be is a mommy! but i feel like i'm running out of time. my parents are still alive and they take car of my brother. but the had me in their early forties so i'm running out of time. i feel like i will never be able to have  a social life with me being my brothers primary care giver. so how can i start a family of my own with out out a social life. i guess i just really want to me my price charming. who can sweep  me away form my life but still help me stay connected. some people who might read this might think that i've gone crazy and if my mom ever read this i would never hear the end of a sex talk! i just want to be happy and most little girls are cloned to think that "OH, i want to be a mommy when i grow up" we're given baby dolls. where we could swaddle them and feed them and even change there diapers! we're given play houses where we could be like 1950's house wives talking care of the home and the children. we get ez-bake ovens where we learn how to make treats for our sweethearts. 

what do you miss?

i miss the 90's. what do you miss? some people miss family members. of course i would  miss my family but the truth is my parents have never shared the family secrets with me. like what happened to my cousin holly or my uncle lucky/tony? they died before i was born but don't you think i deserve to know what happened to them, if they were happy. a few years ago i found out that my cousin holly was car jacked and later found dead on the side of the road in a country area of idaho. why wasn't i told? was she just never to be spoken of ever again. why is it that she is treated as if there never was a holly? she had a mom. i don't know how i'm related to her i just know that i am. i'm sure that there is one day in each year where her mom just has to cry even a little no matter how hard she tries not to by just remembering what her daughter had to go through. i know how cynical this must all sound. so lets think about what we miss. i miss the 90's. i miss those awful jellies sandals. i miss watching the flinstones or the jetsons. i also miss the old school scooby doo. i had i love-hate relationship with daphine! i loved her fashion sense and i hated how she was a ditz. i remember  the first computer game i had. it was fashion barbie. you got to pick her outfit and the pattern and the color and you got to do her make up and her hair i loved it. i remember doing arts and crafts. 

Last Sunday

i went to the state youth cheerleading competition.  i'm not a cheerleader. but you know how it is a girl got to do what a girl got do, YO!  i was representing!  and Northridge took first place in all age groups. you would have thought that you heard Queen's "We are the Champions" it was so kick ass! i loved it! 

"I got spirt, yes I do, I got spirt! how 'bout you?"

give me a shout out if you've got spirt!

braces

if you have ever had braces you'll totally understand where i'm coming from! i had braces for six years and today at my routine teeth cleaning i found out that my orthodontist totally mess up my teeth! so now there is a HUGE chance that i'm going to have to get braces again. thank god my school supplies therapy. i'm really going to  need it! i think i'm still going to have to go back to them for braces again. sorry everyone for bitching! i'm just so overwhelmed with the prospect of having to go through braces again. i've only had them off for a year and two days! i can't go back!!! 

about Kloie

Hey everyone! i'm Kloie and i'm invisible. i could be weird at times. such as i some times enjoy being invisible. i just can't stay invisible for too long. it might be my personality that stops me from hiding! i think some can say that i can be really out going at times! some of my friends think that since i'm a gemini i should be two-sided, optimistic and pessimistic. i personally think that i am both there are times where i force myself to think positively and have the whole pollyanna concept. and then there are times when i'm just blue from the random bad memory that refuses to disappear. but i try to think that my life isn't that bad!! i have a brother who has autism, so its an everyday thing! some people think that when my parents are long and gone i should put him  in a home. but that will never happen, i won't let it! i'm at that weird age where i don't know what i want to be when i need to get a job. i always thought i would be in fashion since fashion makes me happy but i've recently decided that i'm going to pursue a job as a special ed advocate. i want to be able to help my brother and get him everything he needs  but i also want to help others.