my birthday is 20 days away!!

and this is what i asked for and it will be mail to my house any day now. its so beautiful!!!! i had the choice of Black or Wine Maroon, well i chose Maroon cause its a fun color!! and its more purple than maroon. but i love it and its text friendly! and i usually try not to show off but i'm so going to rub it in her lil rich backberry face!!!! 

last thursday

i love indy!! it was so good. i went and saw it with yessi my vote for the movie would be ten stars my vote for my audience experience would be a BIG zero. i was the only one hooting and hollering! but i recommend the movie for anyone.

i was a cheerleader for the first time in my life!

and it was so much fun!! i loved it. we were bored and all of a sudden i'm on my hands and knees and were making a pyriamid! it was so much fun the first time we did it it was only a 6 person pyrimid and the second time it was a 10 person pyrimid. it was so much FUN!!! and we never had a clean dismount! we always fell down and all we could do was laught our asses off when we fell down. i loved it being part of a team! i was a Cheerleader!

i'm on the bottom left hand corner. 

INDY

last year i just happened to see spiderman 3 the day it came out and the main thing i loved about it was how the crowd  participated people were hooting and hollering and clapping and booing when the villain appeared and that is the experience i want to have during Indiana Jones and the kingdom of the  crystal skull. its gonna be so much fun and i know that i will see it more than once. i can't wait! my mom's ONLY condition is that i com e home before midnight since it opens on a school night. i love and appreciate that my mom is giving me more slack and freedom and with me turning eighteen i know its only going to get harder for her to let go.

  OMG! harrison ford is so hot, but he's even hotter when he plays indy!!

i feel like a girl... AGAIN

i had my nails down today! i feel like a girl!  their dark red but they still look young and punk rock.

I'M GOING!!!

I'M GOING TO SAN DIEGO!!! MY MAMA SAID SHE WOULD TAKE ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY AS A PRESENT!! ITS GONNA KICK ASS! I'M SO EXCITED!!!

SAN DIEGO

i have to go to the san diego tour! i absolutely must!! janet's gonna read from her book theres gonna be a Q&A and the signing. my mom says i can't go because its in san diego, "blah blah blah! san diego is 3hrs away! blah blah blah" well i mapquseted it and its only a 2hr and 21min long car drive!!! so take that!!! is i must go!!! i absolutely must.

i don't remember

i don't really remember watching fraggle rock i just remember singin and dancin to the opening theme song. their making a fraggle rock movie.  its funny listening to the 80's lingo! i'm watching an episode and its really adorable! they say mozy  alot! and you gotta like the songs. i can see myself diggin the show in the 90's watching it on the disney channel. i remember my shows were PB&J otter, Madeline, Fraggle Rock, The Jetsons, The Flinstones, The Muppet's show, and Lamb Chop.

WHITNEY WON!

whitney won!!! and now she is the absolute FIRST ANTM full-figure model

and you had to love that speech she gave it was beautiful and priceless.

HAH! there is a god!

theres this girl at my skool who has no concept of money and always gets what she wants. well she shops at this one store i like but its too expensive for me. she had bought this bag that i really liked and the price tag was $250... well now it is down to $19.99 ha i can now afford it!!

i've gone crazy!!

some people hear voices, some flip flop from happy to sad, and some forget. well i'm suffering from PLUM disease! i've started casting everyone for the roles of Ranger and Joe. like a couple a days ago i saw two of my male teachers walking together and i automatically thought of Ranger and Joe and i started assessing them think of what they'd need to change to make them into Ranger and Joe. but who cares about my problems i've always had Ranger who would be played by one of my future husbands Dwayne "the ROCK" Johnson, he has the right coloring and if you've ever watched the scorpion king then you know that the ROCK could pull off long hair. last night i watched the movie troy and Brad Pitt is so sexy in that movie and during the movie  Brad shows ALOT of himself! and let me just say this Angelina is a VERY lucky woman! well so i was saying we all say his gorgeous body!! and it was HOT!!  as Stephanie would put it ... YUM!!!!! i don't know if Brad could be Joe?

who else is excited about Indy?

i know i am! the new indiana jones movie is gonna rock! and to tell you all the truth indy was HOT back in the day!! who else agrees with me? 

my maturity level is at an all time low

seriously! i'm so freaking confused about everything! its that time of the month for me i have this idiot of a guy telling me "Oh, well at least you didn't spend your night barfing!" and i'm just like this isn't a competion! but of corse i say "you tell me about discomfort when you have to go through gut clenching cramps for about a week ever month and  at least your normal for a whole month!" seriously i'm normal for only one week per month! but oh well i had to re-take the KC today so it would be validated.  but i'm confused and  i have no idea about whats going on! i feel as if people are gonna start picketing against me!

potential prom dresses

i like the aqua blue one but the other ones are still pretty quite the dark blue is the exactly the same as the pink and black.

confused

i feel like one of those prozacs commercials when i'm depressed i can't focus on my classwork or homework and i try to drown out my feelings with candy and i just don't feel happy. my heart hurts, really not physically but mentally it aches and i've been trying to do me homework and i'm pissed that i can't focus!  this is so not fun and i really don't want my grades to suffer because of this. i don't need this! well i'm just really not digging this feeling and i need to hurry on getting my learners permit so i can help out on the summer road trip. god how do i make a freaking appointment with the DMV?

NOVA's international day

was internationally crappie!  i was stuck working the front door for 3hours and i asked sarah (that freaking ho) to come and get me  so i can watch the dance-off thats the only thing i wanted to see! well she totally dismissed me and never came to get me so i'm still royally pissed off so i'm going to be the vindictive bitch that i'm always called! so if she talks to me i'll confront her or i'll totally dismiss her like she dismissed me. but i'm still not happy one of the worst things that can happen to me is being forgotten but an eye for an eye leaves everyone blind!